Thursday, October 25, 2007
its all been nth but partying...
Labels: emo
** And it says today that all the effort i've put in for a r/s has been in vain....
Stars-Calendar Girl
If I am lost for a day; try to find me Labels: emo
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die
But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
too lil nt too much
Okays, no more few drinks for me. it is either none or more!
2 beers was enough to kp me awake on the sun evening.
and yest's after dinner whiskey dry & beer with Joanne kept me awake for yet another night!
so it is quite a good consideration to bust myself out at mambo tonight?
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
work work work... weekends after weekends...
what have i been doing? i really don't knw.
it was 2hr waiting for drinks @ dempsey last fri after a whole week craving for alcohol. so ended up at MOS for impromptu ATB @ 3am in the morning with 1-for-1 whiskey dry for skull-ing! ended up slpy high and stayed over before getting sent home at 1630hrs. so oh well, rested a bit and went out to meet Gwen (because Gwen says a saturday should not go to waste)... Kevin & Jeremy came down... then it was Glutton's Bay, Harry's bar then Balcony for the chill-out night.
and for smth different, i tried out rock climbing at Safra Yishun. Comparing the 18m scaffold and the pool, i was so tempted to do the latter instead. but oh well, i attempted to scale the 18m and succeeded. of cos, my legs were trembling when i was mid-way up.
so it is back to another wk... wonder what's up this weekend...
Thursday, September 13, 2007
I wish it was everything nice.
Movie treat from Kane, a bearie surprise delivered to my office fr Kevin and Rowe and a sweet truffle treat fr Gwen.
I wish everything could mask away the nastiness of my self-inflicted misery.
To be stringed like a yoyo then flung far away so hard that its string has broken, with the yoyo still freewheeling as it glides on on its path.
When gravity finally takes a toll on it fleeting path and lands, will it crash, broken and forgotten, or be cushioned by soft earth, soiled yet still intact.
It was never meant to be a inexplicable weightless flight, but it became an unexpected descent.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
the dough with the hole
donuts donuts and more donuts. munchy donuts, pop doh, summer house donuts and krispy kreme. stop giving me donuts! i wan cinammon & oreo donuts it doesnt matter.
I just want cupcakes. sweet candy-licious icing to top it off. wrapped up in a pastel colour box & silver glittery ribbons.
I want strawberry jellyhearts! cheesy whimsical pieces to pop in and swallow in gastronomical delight.
I want my custard mooncakes from Hong Kong! Gonna chomp mooncakes for lunch at Taka ltr.
I want a Dumbo soft toy. I got a precious moments placemat from Kane.
I want big bear hugs. Kevin is my constant supply of bear hugs.
I want nice company for home movie marathons. Kane shall stay over this sat.
I want everything sweet & nice. Be nice. Give me all the nice that money can't buy.
Friday, August 03, 2007
together in the dark
You may be feeling this way -
** When it seems
Like the world around you's breaking
And it feels
Like there's no one else around you
And it's quiet
There's a silence in the darkness
And it sounds
Like the carnival is over **
But know that -
** Cause I will be there
And you will be there
We'll find each other in the dark
And you will see
And I'll see you too
Cause we'll be together in the dark
Cause if it's coming for you
Then it's coming for me
Cause I will be there
Cause we need each other in the dark
And if it terrifies you
Then it terrifies me
Cause I will be there
So we've got each other in the dark **
the same difference
the more slp i do, the more tired i get.
when i am tired, i listen to trance, nt to kp myself awake, bt rather, it gets the adrenaline pumping before my body loses out and i get irritated i cant keep up with it cos my body dun feel it except for the thumping in the brains. so i turn it off irritatingly and go to bed.
when i am awake, i just wanna listen to mellow music and get lost in a vacuum. then my brain gets tired from figuring out that all i wanna do is to fall aslp again.
noticed how i just love contradicting myself and jeopardising my whole life with my not so bizzare warped takes. i can choose to be normal and be like everybody else. or i can remain the way i am and take comfort in my own wanderland.
u can call me, but i don't feel like an input.
u can msg me, but i don't feel like going the extra beside being dwn to the pt.
u can msn me, but i just blatantly type acknowledgements.
one part's long lain dormant.
the other's tremor is getting less distinct.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
I shall swear! I SHALL SWEAR at that F**king hell of an arsehole and may he grow sores in his mouth and a trillion blisters on his palms so that if he should ever want to get down of a train he won't be able to tap anyone on the shoulder or ask to let him pass without feeling the agonising pain. Then he would miss his stops till the train gets empty, get off and cross the platform to take another train back to the stop he wanted to alight!
F**king idiot!!!!!!! I shall so make sure I shove you so hard you would fall into a pile of shit! Even if there is no poop around I shall make sure you feel so embarassed you would readily dig a hole in a pile of poop and stick your head in! Don't you ever dare to shove me bloody arse! Or I will slap you so hard you won't even recognise youself in the mirror!!!!!!!!! Better don't ever let me bump into you again!
ARGH!
