Sunday, November 05, 2006

hating myself

wonder what i have been trying to do... not accomplishing much for the day at all... and it is almost 2am now... just blatantly surfing online which i don't even know for what. feel so sick of myself all of a sudden, can't put a smile on my face which i always manage to do so very much easily. went to get some water and thought some chocolately stuff may lighten up my spirits. took my remaining dark chocolate tim tam out of the refrigerator. sank my teeth into one and wanted to spit it all out. yet, i gobbled it up and even stuffed the last piece of the pack into my mouth.

feel freaking aimless. shall go bury myself in those never-ending words that some marketing expert wrote which is totally not for dumb asses like me and hopefully, i can just regurgitate those key words that the examiner is looking for.

sing to me you bloody words!