Tuesday, July 17, 2007

I guess there wouldnt even be any blog entry should there not be any free time at work. For I wouldnt even feel like touching my computer when I am home. I seriously still wonder if my lappy can even access the internet for my sis did smth which she doesnt even knw what to warrant the internet inaccessibility from my underappreciated gadget.

In the current dept I am in at work, I don't even have my proper workstation. I am just squashed in between colleagues and mostly solving sudoku puzzles.

I created this blog somewhat to kill boredom while I was in Melb in between the assignments and when I am lost admist the sphere of space, time, and existence. However, being back in S'pore, the calling for typing has slipped away... For when I am lost, I go to bed. I don't even wanna catch TV anymore, even my fave CSI, which I've forgone in lieu of sleep and lazing in my room not knowing what to do and not wanting to do anything but stare blank into space and let lethargy seep into my physical being.

Life seems to be fading, into that boring working world that I have dreaded and still dread to the core. And so I wish for a holiday. Every other minute.

Life outside of the working days hasn't exactly been that mundane when my circle of 'classmates' that i befriended from my company are quite an active bunch - late night movies, rollerblading, harry potter sneak previews, drinking.

Pictures are barely taken. Even though I make it a point to remember to bring it out and then neglect it. Even if they are taken, I am too lazy to upload them. The need to spew is now flung far back deeper than where it originated.

I need a new life. But it doesnt belong to me just yet. Desire but not deserving. In ultimum, dondequiera.