Friday, August 03, 2007

the same difference

the more slp i do, the more tired i get.

when i am tired, i listen to trance, nt to kp myself awake, bt rather, it gets the adrenaline pumping before my body loses out and i get irritated i cant keep up with it cos my body dun feel it except for the thumping in the brains. so i turn it off irritatingly and go to bed.

when i am awake, i just wanna listen to mellow music and get lost in a vacuum. then my brain gets tired from figuring out that all i wanna do is to fall aslp again.

noticed how i just love contradicting myself and jeopardising my whole life with my not so bizzare warped takes. i can choose to be normal and be like everybody else. or i can remain the way i am and take comfort in my own wanderland.

u can call me, but i don't feel like an input.
u can msg me, but i don't feel like going the extra beside being dwn to the pt.
u can msn me, but i just blatantly type acknowledgements.

one part's long lain dormant.
the other's tremor is getting less distinct.